Organizing

I finally received all of my packages I sent myself the end of last week... they were delayed a bit because of Sandy.  UPS packed up everything for me... they put a bunch of stuff in 1 large box that then weighed 79 pounds... a bit ridiculous.  But look how they packed up my guitar.  I think it could of bounced. :)

Now I have to go thru everything and see what I need to bring, what I need to sell and what I feel needs to be saved and stored at my parents house.

This weekend I did a good clean of Blue and the trailer.  I also did some measurements so I can figure out how to organize everything.  I am someone that does well if everything has it's place and there is no place to just put things.  My mom and I are thinking small baskets... they can't be very big or they will be full of junk in no time.  I am someone who gets unorganized and frustrated because I can't find anything.  I get overwhelmed by messes so this trailer is about the size of what I feel I can handle without pure frustration.  I think this comes from depression that I have had for most of my life.  There are just times that I am not aware of what is going on and then when I seem to pop back into the world everything is just too far gone and I have no idea even where to begin.  So I have to plan with that in mind even though I haven't had much issues with depression this season so far.  It is always best to plan for the worst and hope for the best.  This year is going to be great so I don't think I will have problem with keeping myself organized but out of habit I have to think of things in that way.  Now to figure out how to organize it so I can keep it that way.