I dreamt I woke up with all 3 of my boys on top of me in TicTac. We were all together as a family again. Poco and Nube were growling at Randall. I gave them all a big hug and was petting Poco and Nube as they started licking my face like crazy. I started to put my hood over my face while laughing to stop them from licking. Before my hood was completely over my face I said "I wish when I woke up you both would still be here." It got dark and I woke up. I looked around like a child expecting a miracle... But they weren't there. It took a minute and my heart felt like it broke into a million pieces again as I started to cry.
It felt so real... I could feel their warmth, their fur, their kisses... I hate waking up sad but I loved they came to visit and give me lots of love.
Oh. Best dream ever. I would give anything to have my sweet baby boy visit me in my dreams. It's been more than a year and I still ache for him.
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